I'm really in the mood to write something. I don't even know what, so I'll start with my life.
I feel like there is a lot of potential for new friends in my life right now. There are some old people that I pushed out of my life that have changed enough to let back in. There are still those that I was very close to but now can't even stand to be around, however. Its not like I hate these people, but I just think its better if we didn't see each other. Like a divorce, its sad but its good for everybody in the long run. If I continued being friends with them, I would just be pretending, which wouldn't be fair to anybody. I couldn't handle going up to these people and saying "I don't want to have anything to do with you. Have a nice life!", so I just randomly stopped talking to them, which is my only regret. So far no horrible things have come out of my random abandonment, and avoiding them has been successful.
I've done this a few times, and I don't know why. I just need to start judging my friends really hard before I make a commitment. But people grow apart as they mature, and its impossible to predict. Oh well, I'm just looking to the future, and its looking really great. I've got so much in my life to be thankful for. I only need to find more synonyms for "people" so I can write without giving names less awkwardly.
Annnd I have a new band: http://www.myspace.com/magininpublicplaces
We're cute, and Harry Potter related. Check us out.
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Hey I konw exactly how you feel.
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